On top of that, this week I’m heading out to NYC for the 99% conference. I’m slightly terrified. Mainly because I’m taking the train to Newark, arriving in the wee hours of the night, and then taking a taxi to my best friend’s parents’ house in Harrison. I have no idea where any of those places are and am not too keen on walking around New Jersey by myself at 2 in the morning. Who planned this thing anyway? Don’t answer that.

So this is me, dipping my toe into writing publicly again. Dip, dip.

So why did I shut down operations and start a new company? Some days I think, God I have no idea. We had more inquiries and work than we could handle. Strategic web design is easy to comprehend, and it’s something that everybody needs. In hindsight, there were so many small tweaks I could have made that would have fixed the running-ourselves-into-the-ground problem (like…unapologetically raising our prices to what they needed to be, for one thing; like…well, I won’t go into all of that; we’d be here all day).

But I believed that I could do better. The beauty of being an entrepreneur is that you’re creating what you want to see in the world. You have the power and possibility to create whatever you want to create. If my business was my own personal utopia…if I was creating this thing, then why wasn’t I creating something amazing? Not just amazing for other people, but amazing for me? Amazing for the people that worked with me?

So I did it. I started over. I figured out exactly how I wanted to work, despite how the industry typically operates, despite what I thought my audience could pay for, and I created a new, deeper way of serving based on that. So now I do two things: I’m building digital nations with A Small Nation, and I’m building my own personal body of work, starting with the Tour de Bliss.

My work is hard to pin down right now. I’m a tour guide to finding digital bliss…who does that? And I build digital nations around meaningful work…what? It makes me a little uncomfortable, even though I defend my right to be an eclectic nomad, designing things that fix problems that I desperately want to solve.

The reason it’s bugging me right now though is because I know the power of being very clear about what you offer. And I like power.

If I stood up right now and pronounced myself the Grand Poobah of Content Strategy, then you would know what to do with that. I would create this whole website around content strategy, I would answer all of your questions, and give you the greatest free tutorials and how-tos. I would write a book. Get high-dollar consulting and speaking gigs. Sell e-books and digital courses. There aren’t many people talking specifically about content strategy (and no one who thinks about it the way I do), so I would be meeting a very clear need in the marketplace. I would have a strong platform to do whatever I wanted…well, under the umbrella of content strategy anyway.

Instead, I choose to make things that “solve problems”. Which is a terrible positioning statement. It’s like saying you “do things”. If one of my clients said they wanted to build a nation around that, I would say…you’re doing this the long, hard, stupid way. Please be nice to yourself and stop.

But I do it anyway.

In my heart, I’m a designer. Even though I don’t live up to my own design standards (I have a short-list all the way to California of designers I envy), even though I declared myself no longer a designer (because I’m never ever satisfied with my work), everything I do is based around finding new ways to solve problems. And that’s what designers do. I have as good a chance of abdicating my designer role as I have of swearing off buttered toast.

Business is about one thing: offering something that people need. Bonus points if they already know they need it without any convincing. Extra bonus sparklepoints if they’re discovering the offer at the exact moment that they desperately perceive their need. That’s it. Everything else is just…icing. And probably even getting in the way.

There’s a word for this everything-else-getting-in-the-way: inefficiency. And that is one of the flying objects that I’m currently working on as I enter this Tour de Bliss on Monday. (A flying object, by the way, is something that keeps hitting you over the head in your business. Something that hurts. Something that feels random and unavoidable but isn’t.)

If I am a go-between for the products and services I offer, there is a layer of friction there. For example, people come to me right now because of who I am as a person. They’ve heard about me, or we’ve had some kind of interaction or relationship. They don’t so much care about the business that I’m in, because I have positioned myself as a person who “does things”. They’re happy when I do offer something, because it’s always big and interesting and inspiring, but they didn’t come to me expressly to buy it. In fact, they have no idea what I’m offering next.

That’s inefficiency.

Inefficient isn’t always terrible…there is a certain amount of inefficiency built in if you’re going to be an artist. But in business, inefficiency is costing you money. Know that. Be deliberate about your inefficiencies.

I’m still not sure what to do about all the inefficiencies I’ve unintentionally introduced as I’ve created these things I wanted to see in the world. My plan is to keep observing and serving. And also, at least temporarily, embrace doing things the long, hard, stupid way.

Because when you’re doing something that you know isn’t the best way to be doing it and everything still happens just like you hoped it would? Well, there’s magic and wildness in the kind of faith that stirs up. It proves that business is more art than science, which is why I keep coming back for more.

(P.S. Today’s the last day to sign up for the group Tour de Bliss, and there are only 2 spots left. If you’re coming, register here.)

Man, this video that Julianne put together is cracking me up. I need to stop making videos like this, or you’re going to think this is how I am in real life.

(Sidenote: There are 2 spots left in the group tour; if you’re thinking about joining us, now’s the time)

It’s a good reminder that some (most?) things are Not A Big Deal; especially when they most seem like they are.

I know, I know…just ship it. Get it out there, even if it’s not perfect. Launch early. Launch often. Don’t let your perfectionism get in the way of your success.

Gah.

Well, I’m releasing a free pre-departure getaway on Monday as a pre-quel to the Tour de Bliss [note: it has since been released here]. This has been the most intense product development process I have ever been through. I have written and re-written and re-written. I have recorded and re-recorded. There are bits that I was in love with at first that I threw out entirely. I have trashed some god-awful code and re-hacked it.

Some of this has felt unproductive. But mostly, I’m proud. I’m proud that I care so much. And I’m proud that I’m not releasing something that is just there because of a deadline I made for myself.

I got a letter today from Jessica Albon (a real, live physical letter!) that re-affirmed my decision to wait to release this until it is ready. I’m going to share one thing that she said (with her permission), because I think it is for all of us:

“And may your project continue to unfold in marvelous, inspired ways – I know that can be frustrating in a world of shipped, half-finished ideas, but ultimately, it’s worth it, I think. – Jessica Albon

Yes. May your project (and mine) do exactly that.

“Put yourself out there and give yourself permission to suck. That’s not to say you should try to suck, but you have to give yourself permission to allow for the possibility of sucking. Without sucking, you’re never going to find your boundaries, and you’ll never push through those boundaries. That’s all it is. Constantly bumping into walls you do not think you can climb and then climbing until you get over them. There’s no mystery to it, no magic. It’s about dedication and constantly trying to improve.” Michael Ian Black, The Rumpus Interview, [via Buster Benson]

I got an email a couple of weeks ago that made me cringe. There were a few low-lying jabs that felt like veiled assumptions about my character and business sense, but the overall gist of it was attempting to be constructive.

I spent half an hour deciding how I felt about it, and I finally came to the conclusion that it didn’t really matter. Creativity can’t happen in a place where you don’t feel free to suck sometimes. And if you’re on an even remotely public platform, you have to feel free to suck…publicly.

Whether I suck or I don’t suck isn’t really the issue (and for the record, I’m pretty sure I don’t suck; at least not any more than anyone else). But you know? I have permission to suck. We all do. And if that means I get to try things that end up on the opposite end of the sucking spectrum, I’m going to use mine without apologizing for it.

(Oh yeah…and today’s the last day to register for the Tour de Bliss before the price goes up. Trying to avoid tons of last-minute registrations this time around.)

Man…I need my jet-pack travel to be un-encumbered. That’s a deal-breaker for me.

(Grant’s comics are amazing. Try Synesthetic Crayons and Iconic Houses. And this Escape from Your Digital World poster NEEDS my desk’s wall to be its friend.)

“Opportunities do not float like clouds in the sky. They’re attached to people. If you’re looking for an opportunity — including one that has a financial payoff — you’re really looking for a person.” – Ben Casnocha, Why Entrepreneurial Thinking Is For Everyone Now

I love concepts that drastically simplify my thinking.

Well, it has happened. The weekend getaway is here, and it’s ready for departure! (As soon as you are, of course). Get your free ticket here.

I spent all last week sharing this with my sneak peek list and getting feedback from them. They had some really good questions, and I thought they’d be useful to share here, on this Official Day Of Going Public With This New Thing (ODOGPWTNT for short…if I say odogputawnt later, I fully expect you to know what this means).

What is the weekend getaway?

The weekend getaway is a free sight-seeing tour of several of the places we’ll be visiting on the year-long Tour de Bliss (which is not-free, and the-best-investment-you’ll-make-this-year). You can start whenever you want your weekend to be (right now, for instance…as soon as you sign up, for instance).

Who is the weekend getaway for?

It’s for people who want to intentionally design their business so that it brings more of what they want and less of what they don’t. It’s for you if you love what you do, but can’t seem to bring in the money you need. It’s for you if you are bringing in the money you need, but you can’t seem to love the daily experience you’re having. It’s for you if you want to start over, but you’re terrified of what that could mean. It’s for you if you dream of something bigger (or smaller) or just a business that is completely in tune to how you want to live your life.

And you want it sooner rather than later.

The weekend getaway is based on the system we will be using throughout the year-long Tour de Bliss. It is a new system of interacting with your business. It’s fueled by enthusiasm and intention, designed to hone your intuition so you can be the visionary leader that only you can be (and by the way, that’s the most important role you have in your company; it’s the only job you can’t hire other people for).

Is it free?

Yes, it’s free.

What will we be doing on the weekend getaway?

In short, we’re learning how to intentionally interact with our businesses, how to price our products and services to make a real profit (as opposed to a fake one), and how to design our businesses around the daily experience we want to have.

Need more details?

It starts with an in-flight video to prepare you for how you want to experience this trip. Don’t skip it! You’ll miss my new haircut in action!

Then you’ll be welcomed by your welcoming committee. That would be me and Mo (your website — his full name is Momentum, but that’s a terrible name, so it would be kind of you not to bring it up.) You’ll get to hear my sordid story about why I created this experience, and you’ll get to celebrate that that story is not longer than it is. Hooray!

Next, you’ll get your Manifest Starter Kit. This is where the fun starts! In your starter kit, there’s an audio tour that explains how you can use The Manifest, and a free PDF download for you to enjoy. This is going to be one of the major tools we’ll be using to interact with your business, and we’ll be tweaking and adjusting it to make it the perfect format for you.

Then, we’ll go on our first excursion: a trip to the Day Designery. The Day Designery is this amazing design space where all of our minutes, hours, and days are designed. It has an open-floor plan and there’s tons of collaborative room. You will love it. On this excursion, we’re going to be visiting The Department of Time Conservation, who is giving a tour on the intricacies of Designing Your Hours. It’s quite riveting. You’ll get some pages to add to your Manifest while we’re there.

We’ll also do a brief overview of the other departments in the west wing of the Day Designery, which you are welcome to explore at your leisure.

When we’re done there (and maybe after you’ve rested a bit in your room), we’ll be headed over to the Money Garden. This is one of my favorite places to relax (you wouldn’t think it’d be relaxing, but it is…quite!) There are over 500 acres in The Money Garden, but the place we’re going to be visiting is The Gazebo — a quiet, secluded space for you to work on your relationship with money.

On that day’s stroll, we’re going to be discovering How to Price Your Offerings to Make a Real Profit (as opposed to a fake one, which isn’t as fun). Along with the audio tour, you’ll be receiving a Magnifying Glass that helps you look at your pricing objectively. The things it reveals just might shock you. But then you’ll have Mo with you for some friendly reassurance. He’s good at things like that.

We’ll also do a brief jaunt to a few other areas of the Money Garden, which you can come back to later if you would like.

And finally, you have your Return Flight. This is where the registration desk for the year-long Tour de Bliss is, so you can sign up for that on your way out if you wish (it departs on Monday, April 16th; there is a group tour with me, and a self-guided solo tour available…early-bird pricing ends this Friday).

I hope you’ll come!

I’ve prepared and planned it just for you. And please bring friendly folks along with you for the ride (you can leave the unfriendly ones at home, thanks). And tell me how it goes! I would love to hear all about your adventures. Get your free ticket here.

“…our email seems to call for us to complete the task of removing the unopened item notification in a sort of challenge to gain control over it (the self). Interestingly, these motivations go away as soon as we’ve actually opened all our emails and the mystery disappears. We’re addicted to checking email while there is still variability of reward and once that’s gone, emails languish in our inboxes.” Nir Eyal, Want to hook users? Drive them crazy.

So that explains my email addiction.

Nir’s article on desire engines is brilliant (and now I understand the rewards that I sent Hot Daters for completing their work wasn’t as effective as I’d hoped…they were too predictable!). Of course, marketing companies are always using their knowledge of the way desire works in the brain for their nefarious purposes. But I know you. You’ll go and use it for good.

(Hat tip: @TeaSilvestre for sharing this. Thanks!)

Public service announcement No. 754: If you haven’t signed up for the weekend getaway yet, you should not do that. It is far too entertaining and useful for a Thursday. Carry on.

Stay up late.

Strange things happen when you’ve gone too far, been up too long, worked too hard, and you’re separated from the rest of the world. – Bruce Mau, Incomplete Manifesto for Growth

I really hope this is true. This week, I’ve been on an high-energy trip working on the Tour de Bliss. I almost want to stop before I crash into a wall, but I’m having too much fun. (Hat tip: Hedger Communications for sharing this).